thirty-one...

31 days make a month
and 31 months make 2 and a half years..
*somewhere there*


"i smiled so much, so much that i know it was a miracle..
i gave so much, so much that i know it didn't come from me anymore..
i hurt so much, so much that i know that it was because i loved...
i loved so much, so much that i know it was something special..

then i lost so much, so much that i know how blessed i was..
i cried so much, so much that i know how much it meant to me..

still i remember so much, every detail of every day..
i hope so much, that it takes so much out of me..
i pray so much, now i can only be thankful.."