*yawns*

*yawns and rubs eyes*

i'm tired..
i feel like i've been studying and think i've covered almost all the things i need to on the two exams.. but i can't help but worry that i might have missed even one thing that i should have covered but i didn't... all it takes is that -one- thing to come out in the exam... =S and i have one more day to figure out and cover those things.. *Worried*

i think i'm worrying myself too much.
*bleah*

got a list of admin stuff to settle after exams before i go off to florida and eventually back home.. including going to sos, settling insurance, settling phone plan suspension, ...

happy thing that happened today.. got a new bear-bear~! =) i think i need a better name than bear-bear, cos i have another baby bear that's called bear-bear. hms. randomness.
ok ignore the last paragraph. heh.

can't believe i have one mroe year of college only.. and already half (possibly 2/3rd) of my overseas stint is over.. still remember the day i left and how each time i do i feel as if i'm never coming back...
life just flies by faster and faster.

muggingg~

been studying heat transfer and heat transfer alone the past day or two.. and i think its time to move onto controls.. hms.. got both exams on monday.. and since i've finishde up my cheat sheet for the entire heat transfer and i just have to look hru a few more problems and reinforce my concepts, i better start on my controls, which i haven't been studying at all...

sighs. why am i putting in so muhc effort into heat transfer when i need a 100% on my last paper in order to get a borderline 90% grade? bleah.

oh wells, do my best and leave the rest to God i guess.. feel like i've been drifting away tho.. seems like the studying itself is taking over.. =(

need to remind myself grades aren't everything and that there's so much more to life.

go blue~! (mini style)

soooo cutttteeeee~!!!!!

haha couldn't resist stealing these from my jiejie's blog..
yay she can finally wear tt nice outfit~! =)
*beams*

now we just need to get her pompoms and hair ties (for her soon-to-grow-out hair)
*beams*

go blue~!





*meltz* things in life that make u stop and smile and be thankful~!!! =P

bleah~

me 395 is killing me.. we're having meetings almost every day of this week for this horrid report.

*blank look*

"in all the blankness i still feel the biting sting"

grooviiieee~=)

pics from groove courtesy of miss kasia strzalkowski~! =)

and the ones from the performance courtesy of jem's fren aaron ong who visited from cmu=)

ALL courtesy of facebook.. *heh*


cory's kickass chacha~
(we're supposed to be mr/mrs smith spy-like people..)


noah's world cup song~
(we're supposed to be referees..) =(


kasia anastasia and me~!
a hint of polish-ness, russian-ness, and singapore-ness (and proud of it)
haha i got made fun of when i picked up the phone and started talking in singlish~
"SELENE!!! ur accent grows 4 times as thick on the cell phone~!"
"is she speaking some foreign language???" *weird looks*
heh


happy dancing reps from the UMBDT~


ran out to meet jem in the interval =)


all dressed for our second item..
they bought us these skanky costumes that were too big.. i altered mine by hand and made it fit perfectly!! =P sewing skills... hee..
now.. *thinks* if only there was some way to make it less short. *frowns*


after the show~! balloons and ice cream.. and an after party tt i didn't go to.. haha

where's hwying~?? =(

where's hwying??
where's my dearest best fren???

reply me~!! =((((

worriedly missing u...

:: i can't be that far from you if we're both looking on the same side of the moon ::

no hwying = sad + lonely...

brownies~ *yumyum*

brownies in the making~! =)
*whee*
shd have started earlier tho =(

anyways i got me 495~! =) *thankful*
so i get to do senior design in my last sem.
haha chunyi u better not desert me =P

horrid registration woes...

sighs. i may have to do me 450 senior design class next semester.. =(

*sad*

next term is going to be sooo bad..
current line up:
me 311
me 400
me 461
eecs 314
econ 310

i think i'm going to KILL myself. *scrunch face*

on a happier note.. there only two weeks left of lessons at school~!!!
then its finals.. and then the much anticipatd break at the beach.. *ahhhh*

more piccies from e weekend~!

more pics from jer's camera...=P

there are more floating around other ppl's cams.. *hms*
send me pics send me pics~! or upload them on facebook so i can get a hold of them!!
=)
waiting for groove pics from kasia too..

breathe from e craziness~

its been a crazy crazy week... literally..

staying up two nites for me 395 report... two performances.. groove and sea cult.. but i finally made it through.. definitely not by strength of my own..
*thankful*

groove was really great and its my first time performing in an actual theatre-real-theatre place=P with stage and lighting and backstage butterflies in my stomache and dressing rooms and stuff=) amazingness~! thanx so much for eventually coming to support me.. it meant the world! =) and thanks for taking videos and pics~ =)

and then sea cult was a success to.. credit must go esp to liyu for putting it all togetehr and putting in so much effort.. and that goes for all the wonderful people who contributed... esp all e dancers whom i'm really thankful for putting in the effort for. =) *smiles smiles*

as for me.. the aftermath is almost total exhaustion.. thankful for the nice sunday to relax and catch up on rest at home.. thankful for the people who've been v understanding as this week has gone by so hecticly for me and almost driven me crazy.. every one in my life who's been forgiving and understanding.. in every aspect of my life.. jemjem, my dearest housemates, the ballroom people, sea cult dancers... and all e way from home, mommei and daddie for encouraging me nd i was feeling utterly demoralised..

i've been v discouraged but i have much to be thankful for.. i have so much to worrie about ahead of me.. homework, grades, classes for next term, internship, reports, psych paper, exams.. the list goes on.. but i shall find my rest and my refreshment and be thankful that i am not forgotten and i am loved by Him and family and friends.. far away or right by my side, all of u mean so much to me and all of u have been my blessings of comfort and strength...

hms...i just need to relive that feeling of walking out of a sunday school class.. suddenly seeing everything in such a nice new light, pure bliss and peace.. of knowing He's always there and loving me and being full of joy, the real kind that only He can fill me with! =)

now to face the load in front of me with faith and determination! *bites lip* haha

most of the pics aren't w me.. but here's just one i have from jem's cam~


thanx for being there~!