happy or sad?

at the dude and finally finished my adams tutorial, which i'm still positive i must have screwed up somewhere along the way... and finished up my me 458.. tt stupid thing got me frantically searching for some function i couldn't find and wasted 1/2 an hour on it. *sighs* but yay now its done.
=)

the skies are so gloomy nowadays.. its turning colder and colder..

and i realised i've been thinking alot about dancing nowadays too.. ballroomm is much more fun now i must say.. we can actualli make our way around the dance floor.. gee.. and at times i can almost feel like i'm flying *smiles* but wells.. i still can't help but look back at those fond memories we had in dance club.. i miss it lots lots. =(

oh wells.. its about time i faced it tt that chapter of my life is closed.. time to move on and savour the other sweet experiences of my life.. if i'm meant to dance that way again someday i will.. but not for now.

*sits back*

now i shall carry on with my me 320 homework...
quite saddened by my 320.. i realli thot i could have done better... but i did try my best.. and i guess if u give it to me again i'd do the v same thing. =S its just tt its 40% of my grade.. its an insane amount. =(
nvm.. checked up my 458 and tt's going pretty good. *smiles again*

amongst all the downs, there're blessings just waiting to be noticed. =)
right?

just have to clear up 320 and 382 hw for e week and study for 382 exam.. then on e weekend its off to ohio! to dance the weekend away.. (while michigan is prob playing the biggest game of their lives against ohio and i wun get to watch it =S) and then next weekend its off to dc for thanksgiving =)... ooh can't wait to go shopping.. hope i get to go shopping.. *hopeful*

thinks.

just read wk's blog~

and read an email from hwying and sent her a 1362 word long email..

gosh i miss my frens back home and how sweet they are.. and how we all shared the same kinds of views and hopes and dreams in life.. the kind that everyone is skeptical and cynical about.. but the kind that would make the world realli such a beautiful place~

i shdn't give up shd i~?
wat little difference can i make.. maybe, just *maybe* God will shine His light thru me and *maybe* there's some glimmer left in me that could rekindle everything and make everything bright again..

*ponderS*

meanwhile.. ballrooming alot.. preparations for OSB are gearing up lots.. getting pretty excited.. =) hope things go well.. but first.. need to finish me 320 homework, me 382 homework, me458 carsim exercise, and me 350 adams tutorial.. hms.. tt's one thing from every subject.. heh. oh and start studying for my 382 tt's right after my exam =(

oh wells. =)
thank You for the love and strength for this new week~ =) and help me to savour each and every little blessing around me each day.. help me be more thankful and drown myself in Ur love =)
was a little caught up in my little troubles e past week.. but this week i'm gonna try and change tt =)

oh ps. wk.. if u ever read this.. i haven't even wished u a proper happy bday yet and its been so long.. ur 3 videos tt i'm too embarassed to send are still on my desktop.. =( every other day it pops up in my head tt i need to send u a wish~! hope i'll see u online..

oh and meredith is getting cuter all the time.. go see my jiejie's blog =) she's adorable~! and she's gonna grow up to be a breathtakingly pretty girl~! *beams*

saturday at home~

spent the whole day at home today~ spent the whole day on my project report, which is still not complete cos i haven't gotten parts from my teammates yet.. was hoping to finish most of it today cos i haf an exam on monday tt i haf to mug real hard for =(
how terrible i've hardly started..

oh wells.. fishball soup with white cabbage and tofu with bai cai for dinner tonite~! *beams* ginger chicken too =P
but i think everything but the soup is a little too salty for everyone else *Sheepish* i think i added a little too much soya/dark sauce.. *oops*

*shrugs*
nvm

sighs.. i'm so sick of me 350 rite now.. been spending more than half my work time on this stupid class and i dun think i can get an a even. =(

oh wells.. thankful to be able to get thru anyways..

current fav song~! i luv e guitar part =)

"Far Away" - Nickelback

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

phew~

me 320 exams over and pump is built~! *breathes sigh of relief*
now got 458 exam on monday tt i better start mugging for soon and my pump project report due tuesday morning~ and hoping my name actualli gets put on the project. *hms*

*bites lip*

spent more than an hour on skype with jie and mommie and meredith yest.. heard her cry~! and let out tiny blurps of sound.. *heartmelts*

ooh its snowing today.. and its onli 2nd nov~! llike snoowining snooooowing.. the kind with white stuff on the floor after.. hee.

thank You for the strength that has gotten me thus far~ *smiles*
trusting for the love and strength to pull me thru~ =)

tuesday tuesday.. aiming for now to just get past tuesday.. heh.