spring break begins~

finally got done with winter documentation this morning after pulling yet another all nighter.. we called it at 9 and starting printing.. a total of 270+ pages~! 

flying off to buffalo to see jie, kale and the girls tomorrow afternoon.. am kinda glad that school's out and i can go away and take a break from it all.. its been so intense and i know i'm getting better.. the last week or so looked up a little.. even though it was super intense at school and work and stuff.. but all that kept me just going from day to day immersing myself in stuffs.. i -am- glad for a break.. just afraid of the what having nothing in particular to do might summon.. its a slippery slope that leads to the pit of endless pointless thoughts and memories.. 

but ultimately, i'm really thankful for the blessings in my life nonetheless.. my family, jie and mommie and daddie.. for supporting and understanding me all the way, for clarissa who's been a blessing in everyway possible.. for other people in my life who lift me up.. every bit counts and every person counts.. friends here and friends far away...

just need to keep reminding myself--His love never fails, and He will never leave us.. He'll never put us anywhere, without His grace and strength to see us through.. 

messing everything up..

that's wat i feel like i'm doing sometimes...

just when i think its gonna be a better day.. something throws itself at me and makes me think i've messed up again..

i need the light at the end of the tunnel.. i know its coming someday..

stronger than yesterday~

and will strive to achieve that every day! =)

caught a chick flick for the first time in a very long time with clar last nite.. i remember why i luv chick flicks sometimes.. stressless, brainless, fun, and its predictably happy ending is kinda comforting in strange way..

had a pretty productive morning too.. finished a problem set, and helped lesley with a puzzle from the microsoft game.. the people who came up with those puzzles must be geniuses..

managed to catch up with val a little tonite too.. thanx babe.. and finally a couple of liberating minutes dancing tied up the day. =)

am gonna work towards doing more things for myself a little more..

realize that lately i have a thing for fountains..very therapeutic.. constant motion and comforting steady sound... pretty to look at and refreshing to be around.. i like water.. especially moving water.. prob comes from my innate love for beaches and watching its waves..