things are different here.. get the feeling ur kinda out of place? odd one out??
sometimes they just can't understand u
sometimes u just can't understand them..
sometimes they look at u differently.. and they judge u not for who u realli are..
"but i guess its good to make u realise wat's important.. the inside and not the
outside.. always looked at it that way.. but now its realli time to experience
it.. and live life sticking strong to wat u believe.. and making sure u noe who
u are and who u wanna be.. and dun care wat ppl think of u outside.. just
hopefully somewhere in this place, since God placed me here that real frens will be found and maybe i'll haf the chance to realli influence or make a diff to someone
else..however cliched it sounds. in singapore it was so much easier to share
things with ppl and relate and make frens and find meaningful things in ur
relationships with other ppl.. but i guess this is more of a challenge and when
it does come true here it'll perhaps be more fulfilling??
hold strong to wat i love! dun let it go... if that's wat makes me happy why
forfeit it? if that's one gift i was given why give it up? God has given me that one ray of hope will light up my life..wherever i am-- i'm going to dance. *determined*"
some thots i just spewed without much hesitation in email to mommie~
hi mommie and daddie! welcome back to home sweet home... (where i sadly wun be for the next 3 months or so)
decided i haven't been blogging much and so... this may be relevant to wat has been going on lately.. vague but oh well *shrug*
i like to ponder.. i like to think about life and ppl and wat its all about.. i like to wish and i like to hope..
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chin up, my dear..
you will grow to understand people..and people will grow to understand you. it takes time. and if hanging out with your singaporean friends makes it easier, then go ahead and do that. you can't force friendships, and it's no point making it a point to go out of your way to make friends with a certain group of ppl just b/c that's what you think you SHOULd be doing. and if dance takes your mind off of things, then by all means pursue that. how did the auditions and ECAs go?
will call you/email you when i get back to s'pore, yah?
take care.. love you..
Kale again, hijacking denise's account-
Yeah, ditto on what your sister said. Just keep going and don't forget to laugh at yourself now and then. I've been over here for almost 3 years now and while Denise thinks I have a lot of friends its been an interesting time. Most people still don't understand me but the ones who do are the friends that I'll have for the rest of my life. Like you said, if something is challenging it will most likely end up being more worthwhile....
And keep dancing. That's me with my cycling.
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