Monday, April 02, 2007

breathe from e craziness~

its been a crazy crazy week... literally..

staying up two nites for me 395 report... two performances.. groove and sea cult.. but i finally made it through.. definitely not by strength of my own..
*thankful*

groove was really great and its my first time performing in an actual theatre-real-theatre place=P with stage and lighting and backstage butterflies in my stomache and dressing rooms and stuff=) amazingness~! thanx so much for eventually coming to support me.. it meant the world! =) and thanks for taking videos and pics~ =)

and then sea cult was a success to.. credit must go esp to liyu for putting it all togetehr and putting in so much effort.. and that goes for all the wonderful people who contributed... esp all e dancers whom i'm really thankful for putting in the effort for. =) *smiles smiles*

as for me.. the aftermath is almost total exhaustion.. thankful for the nice sunday to relax and catch up on rest at home.. thankful for the people who've been v understanding as this week has gone by so hecticly for me and almost driven me crazy.. every one in my life who's been forgiving and understanding.. in every aspect of my life.. jemjem, my dearest housemates, the ballroom people, sea cult dancers... and all e way from home, mommei and daddie for encouraging me nd i was feeling utterly demoralised..

i've been v discouraged but i have much to be thankful for.. i have so much to worrie about ahead of me.. homework, grades, classes for next term, internship, reports, psych paper, exams.. the list goes on.. but i shall find my rest and my refreshment and be thankful that i am not forgotten and i am loved by Him and family and friends.. far away or right by my side, all of u mean so much to me and all of u have been my blessings of comfort and strength...

hms...i just need to relive that feeling of walking out of a sunday school class.. suddenly seeing everything in such a nice new light, pure bliss and peace.. of knowing He's always there and loving me and being full of joy, the real kind that only He can fill me with! =)

now to face the load in front of me with faith and determination! *bites lip* haha

most of the pics aren't w me.. but here's just one i have from jem's cam~


thanx for being there~!

3 comments:

maleana said...

am glad that all your concerts went well.. =) too bad we weren't there to watch.

can't believe you'll be home soon.. time flies, eh?

good luck for the exams...

selene~* said...

yups~! just one more month to go then i'll be home.. haha

ya i was just thinking how if i were at home then u'd all come and support me.. *thinks sadly* so nice last time...

Melanie Liyu said...

sel!! thank you so much for helping=)) wouldn have known what to do without you around=)
and i forgot to add one thing, for lending your keyboard *smile* (haha copy you)
rmb to say my name in high pitch voice okaaaaaayyyyyyy
GOOD LUCK WITH ALL YOUR STUFF AHEAD!maucks