overwhelmed, tired and lazy...

just got back from ballroom lesson.. 2 hours of rhumba.. am so not looking forward to two hours of waltz tmr.. i still like latin much better.. wish theyd let us do just tt..

*Shrug*

am feeling rather sleepy now.. we went partying for the first time in my life last nite.. after two weeks of pestering from sha...and thankfully the twins and liheng were there.. *thanx thanx*

simultaneously disgusted and amused with the things i saw.. disgusted with some gross things happening on e floor*ugh* dun even wanna begin to describe them.. and amused with some of the ppl here.. they look so guai and toot on e outside.. but e things they do when they're partying is so outrageous tt sometimes it starts to get funny.. heh. i guess tt's a better way of perceiving it.. to prevent myself from getting judgemental or cynical...

tt wasn't too bad..
wat came after when i got home was -bad-.
bree got drunk again.
and sam went to sleep cos she had to wake up at 7 today.
val was slping and i din wanna wake her
bree couldn't walk, wanted to puke, refused to get into bed, had half her head in the toiilet bowl... *bleah*

ok let me stop there. i guess essentially she's a good person.. just didn't noe wat she's doing.. *Shrug*

i dun think she remembers me this morning anymore... haha oh wells. tt may be a good thing
=P

so eventualli i had less than three hours of broken up sleep..
am pretty tired..
maybe i shall take a nap before i proceed to tackle my homework.

church was pretty good and refreshing this morning tho =)
sermon was about our words and our tongue..
a lesson taught over and over and yet still so important and smth we still all need so much reminder of. =P

oh yes. val just reminded me abt ssa..
i somehow got elected to be the admin officer of the committee in less than two mins.
i seriously wouldn't mind doing the job.. as in i like playing an active role in organisations and everything, esp w a good cause i believe in.. its just tt i am so mentally unprepared..and i din haf e chance to give it much thot..
i just dun wanna let anyone down..
and i kinda din plan for this.. was thinking i'd still be in e midst of settling down and finding some dance activities to get myself more active and revive my passion.. but now that i'm in the ballroom team there's quite a heavy commitment...
i'm just feeling a little overwhelmed and torn apart rite now..
i'm feeling a little inadequate and insecure and shrug...
dunno la.

kk i noe i owe lotsa photos and the continued update..
rite now there's just a little too many things on my mind.. and i'm pretty tired given the circumstances rite now.. so i'm gonna wash my face, take a nap.. and hopefully feel abit better after...

i'll see how i feel abt putting up pictures and wat nots later.. but chances are i prob wd be to lazy to.. sorrie..